Love Horoscope for the Week of: Monday, October 15, 2007 Joyce ...
Posted by ~Ray @ 2008-03-16 01:32:46
This is your weekend to let bygones be bygones and move forward with your personal life. The past is over. Scorpio so don't act replaying memories that keep you from enjoying the present. Clearing out old emotions is the beat way to welcome something new into your life.
I undergo to say it's hard for me to let bygones be bygones. Even though it doesn't necessarily be in my mind constantly. I have a hard measure letting go of grudges. I can bequeath slights the man I married did to me when he was just the man I dated. Although the ache by now is gone there is still a tugging when I think about them. To me if you let the past go completely then you have to give the other people in your life the ones who hurt or wronged you a clean slate and that's like letting them get away with something unscathed. That's not fair to me after all the suffering I went thru! Let's just say. I rarely drop anything desire that. I will say however that I do need to purge myself of old emotions. They serve no purpose when there are new emotions waiting to get in. And I am so create from raw material to welcome something knew into my life!
I did make great strides Thursday. An ortho office was having their annual BBQ and at my last office we rarely went. At my new office there were only a few of us going because a couple of the girls didn't want to run into someone from an old office or someone who used to work at this office (I didn't get the full poop probably because well. I really don't compassionate! I have my own demons under the bed) So K the hygienist. And the assistant young doc and me all went together. I knew there was a good chance we'd run into M the conniving manipulative lying approve stabbing complain and the Doofus adulterate who fired me for not doing his job for him but I wanted to. I wanted to show them that they didn't have any power over me. (see there was an email exchange between me. M and the Doofus Doctor's Idiot wife A when M got another long-term employee fired for no good reason) Anyway the BBQ was outside and I had on my mirrored sunglasses when we walked up so no one could see my eyes. The first one I see is Idiot wife A staring at me with this stupid smile on her face. I pretended not to change surface see her. Then I saw Doofus adulterate who at a western themed BBQ showed up with a red bandana tied around his head Bret Michaels style and a flog ride jacket. Yes it was pretty embarrassingly funny! I heard after the fact from my friend D who still works there that M said "Oh no there's Joyce". I could comprehend her loud annoying cackle at least three times so I figured she was saying something mean about me. I didn't compassionate. She has to be with herself that's punishment enough! Then she whispered in Doofus Doctor's ear and he said "We undergo to leave we undergo a patient to get to." What a victory for me!! I drove them off!!! Just my presence was enough to put the fear of God in them. There could comfort be a confrontation. I don't know but I undergo enough categorise to keep it out of the professional arena. Anyway before they left. I pointed M out to And and young doc was like "Who is that?" so I told him. I told And to look at the doofus I used to work for and young doc again turns around in his seat and is like "Who? What are you talking about?" So I pointed and told him that idiot was who I used to work for. He said "What is he a biker wanna be?" Exactly! Man. I tell you. There's nothing I could do to those populate that they aren't already doing to themselves. I'm just glad I was there with young doc who happens to be really cute! (In the boy next door kinda way) I wasn't the least intimidated by their limited presence and I felt victorious. I only wish they would have stayed longer so I could make them a little more uncomfortable!
So anyway. I know first hand how much not letting go of certain emotions and memories can damage you over measure. And that office is one memory I can willingly release. I'm not letting bygones be bygones but I am separating myself from that negative energy. If Karma exists then M will be feeling it biting her ass soon enough.
I've got to get ready for work. I've written my nasty earn to the credit card company who sent me a letter saying I haven't paid my bill. I made two payments in June and had it transfered to another lower APR card and they are saying I still owe them something. Said they sent me two statements in the send before the one I actually received. I be to get rid of all cards. They are no exceed than extortionists who when you zero your balance actually get pissed you won't be sending them any of your money and decide to make an amount that hopefully will garner tons of late fees before all is said and done. Well. I defeat one separate years ago and never paid what they claimed I owed and it got so bad they had a collection agency calling me so I can defeat this one too. Wish me luck!
Ahh. I so understand your statement..."To me if you let the past go completely then you have to give the other people in your life the ones who hurt or wronged you a clean designate and that's like letting them get away with something unscathed."I feel much the same way. I have this knack for remembering things a long long measure. Sometimes I evaluate I've let them go and then when I feel slighted again there I am bringing things back up. I really wish I had the ability to concede and drop. I experience that as desire as I hold onto the "cause to be perceived" or the memory then I have given that person a piece of my life in essence I've given them the ability to control me and my emotions. I dislike that!I desire I knew the secret to letting go. Unfortunately. I was blessed with the ability to fasten on and harbor a deep seated arouse and wish for revenge. come up your into horoscopes.. have you figured out yet that I'm a Capricorn? LOLGood luck with the credit card company![ADVERTHERE]Related article:
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